i've always believed in the past being the past, no point of returning to it. a closed chapter that should remain closed forever. but in reality, it doesn't really work that way.
some people no matter how hard you try to forget persistently resurfaces every once in while.
like this ex. hmmm...my 1st actually. it's been 11 years or is it 12? we broke up because my parents thought this person was not good enough for me and frankly because...it really wasnt love-what we had. we were too young. we were bestfriends and i only said yes to us being an item for fear of losing the friendship.
since high school, this person has resurfaced thrice already. 1. when i was a freshman in college and stayed at my first boarding house on campus, i received a call. 2. during my third year in college while i was staying at my second dormitory inside the campus, i received yet another call 3. for the past couple of weeks, messages have been left on my friendster account. one of which mentioned that our pic which was taken in high school is still inside the wallet this ex is carrying and that, well...this ex hasnt really stopped loving me and wants to marry me.
if you really think about it, it is creepy. i was even told by this person waaaay back then: "no matter where you are, i will find you". i didnt really give it much thought then. after all, it was a high school thing. but now? oohhh..scary.
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